Lindsey Allyce

Tonight I went to vist an old friend of mine! One I haven't seen in about 2 years. At first things were slow and a little pulled back but as we began chatting things were back up to speed and as lively as ever!! I can't believe how little of a spark it really takes to rekindle a friendship that has been left idle for so long. Who know things would pick up so quickly again!

Needless to say I was a little nervous to see her just because it had been so long and lord knows how people change! But everything went perfect! I couldn't be any happier! (Or any more tired for that matter!) I had such an awesome time catching up with her and her life! Things have changed so much for the both of us in such great ways. Although we have missed so much in each others life we are still the kind of friends I wish I had more of! I am lucky to have her as a friend! I hope we never grow to far apart now that we are rerecaught up! Shall there be no more than a month or two gap! ;)

Thank God for Lindsey! :)

<3 Shelby Lynn Boone

Yesterdays Gone.

TODAY WAS A BRAND NEW DAY!

Unfortunately it started with a mom that was convinced that it was possible to photograph a 1, 2, and 3 year old all at the same time with only me! HA! Went exactly how I told her it would. One kid looking this way, the other looking that way, the third looking at the TV. Not even the 3 year old was cooperating. SUCKED!

My second appointment was super cute as well. I have photographed him before and when ever he didn't want to do something he would wave his hands in front of his chest and say " no no no no no no  oh no!" IT WAS SO CUTE! (Also a little weird!) Asked Mom where he got it from and she said she didn't know, probably his dad she said. Later on she was talking and I saw her doing the same things! :) BUSTED!

I was so crabby after that. Skipped working out today. Ended up getting to busy at home trying to get stuff done :/ I'm not to happy with myself. I also went out to eat with my mom and dad at Panda Garden so that took up some time! It was super nice to spend time with them though!!

Now bed.

Shelby Lynn Boone

I'm Back!!

So an update on my life quick style.
-Graduated Cos School last November.
-Became the Manager at Sears Portrait Studios of Willmar (www.facebook.com/SearsPortraitStudioOfWillmar)
- Started paying my school loan last month

That's all I can think of off that bat.

So 4 days ago I started (again!) Jillian Micheal's 30 Day Shred. I am hoping to stick with it this time and become a lean mean fighting machine! Gotta sweat like a pig to look like a fox! It seems to be slowly getting easier and easier but oh my goodness is that woman a machine!! I spend most of the work out cursing her out but its slowly getting better. Besides the fact that my thighs are so sore I could barely do some of the work out today! HA! You should have seen me. I was like OWWWWW OHHHHHHH MYYY!! GAHHHH! :) Needless to say this should improve. I plan on spending 10 days on each level which totals up to 30 days. I sure cant imagine level 2 though! I have never tried it since level one has always been so tough!

Work has been going awesome, just hired a new girl and she seems to be picking up on things fast and seems to fit in well with the team! We are seeming to be getting more and more people in all the time but hopefully when the holidays come around business picks up even more yet!

Home life is good as always. Nothing super out of the ordinary. Been playing that Words with Friends game A LOT! I also play draw something with my Mom!! :) Not sure who's worse and drawing on our gadgets Mom or me!! :) We also are playing hand and foot! A card game one of my friends (amber) taught me! SO FUN! We are in the middle of a game now with intentions to finish....sometime. Maybe tomorrow!!

I sure as heck can't sleep well lately! End up falling asleep on the couch most nights. I don't get tired until 1:30 or 2:00! Which sucks considering getting up in the morning then becomes a task! Hopefully this habits kicks the bucket soon!

Been talking to Chloe fairly often now. Hard since we are so busy all the time. She and I have become really close and I am so lucky to have her as a friend! I feel like I can tell her anything and she won't judge me. Sucks that she lives so far away but I've always been up for a good challenge! We are trying to keep up with each other but who has time for anything these days besides work!!

I suppose that's about as much as an update as I can give you guys!! Can't really think of anything else that's the least bit interesting.

May your tears come from laughter, you find friends worth having. As every year passes they mean more than gold. May you win but stay humble, smile more then grumble and know when you stumble you're never alone.

Shelby Lynn Boone

Things that anger me.

A. Skanky girls who are irratating me
B. Complainers
C. Not having a job until a few days
D. Sitting at home alone
E. My tummy hurting
F. Birds that feel the need to aim for my car when they crap
G. My feet hurting
H.  My ingrown toenail
I.  Watching American Choppers
J. Feeling like I cant eat
K.  Generally, over half the female race.....

So much more....ugh

Boost for Boobies

WOW I HAVENT WROTE ANYTHING IN A LONG TIME!!

Nothing special going on. Gots to find me a new job, cause the Film Drop is closing. So that sucks.

But tonight I am hanging out with Matt, Alan, Jeff and Aviv.

Life is good. Thought about MLC today, and most days lately, sucks. What do you do though.

Matts rushing me so i better go

:)

Ems glow in the dark socks

SO

Tonight I am at Matts cousins Jeff's. WITH EM AND VIVI AND ALANNNNNNNN AND MATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!

I LOVE THIS CONVO
yep...

Rojo Lobster

Yes, it's true. Today Matt took me to Red Lobster for lunch. What a sweetheart. Then we went to Best Buy and Chipotle.Life is so great. Now we are back in Willmar, LAMEEEE! I think we are headed over to Jeff's to play computer....ALSO LAME oh well, life goes on, they all need to be nerds together sometimes. I wonder what I will do. PERHAPS MY RUBIX CUBE :o or not....idk....

I am so tired, can't wait for spring to come. It seems to be getting warmer and warmer out every day! YAY WARMTH!


I suppose that is all...

yep....

Shelby Lynn Boone

I do what I have to

This weeks missions-
A. Not eat out
B. Play X-box kinect
C.Force Matt to watch a romantic movie with me
D.Pass my manicure pretest
E.Eat lunch with my double K buddies on Wednesday
F.Drink more water (been super dehydrated lately)
G. Make a call to my dear friend Lindsey because I miss her
H. Love.

. "In my wildest dreams, you always play the hero. In my darkest hour of night, you rescue me, you save my life."

Randomishness of the Day

When love and skill work together......
 expect a masterpiece

the dramatic life of women

Good lord some women.
Telling Mallory about my life I turn to her because shes Mallory and I can talk to her about anything.
I look at Mallory and say "I'm so glad I'm not a lesbian." We both laugh.
Women are just much to complicated.
Bah life is good.
 had my dinner date with ky and kass today
hanging with mom dad and matt watching the waltons.
life is okay, no,
life is good.

<3

missing people plague

So today, I miss a million people. :( LAMEEEE! I do not like it one bit. So I started posting on everyones facebook walls. MUHAHAHAHA! Makes me feel clever.

Today, I miss a million people, I assure tomorrow I will miss them even more.

Kyleelee I know you are reading this and you, my dear, are someone I miss the most. Work is so empty and strange now. It is just Mallory and I on nights. We get lonely for you and Kass. Sucks. Date soon? Chinese food? Movies? Fun night?  Miss you a lot! I promise we'll see each other soon, as a matter of fact I will text you after work tonight! OR right now, I don't know. But we can be friends for a long time, as long as you don't try to feed me bad milk!! :) Miss you! Love you!


 <3 Shelby Lynn Boone

Silence.

I Believe in the Sun Even If It Isn't Shining. I Believe in Love Even When I Am Alone. I Believe in God Even When He Is Silent.

Love, Life and everything inbetween.

Today I remembered how much I really do love Matt. He spent the night last night and cuddled up next to me. Now today we had Christmas with my family. It was so much time, although Matt hasn't been feeling well all day. He is sleeping in my bed right now in my room where its quiet. I've been playing nurse Shelby all day. Christmas was fun though, We made cookies, Matt and I watched Christmas movies, Mom and Mel made cookies, Josh and Dad slept. It has over all a successful day.

Tonight's blog won't be long though I have a Matt to tend to.

Today reminds me how much I love my life and everyone in it.

<3 Shelby Lynn Boone

Time to let go but yet I keep holding on to nothing.

The way you look at me now makes me appreciate what I had then. I'm never happy I'm always depressed or somewhat sad our relationship was one of the best things. It was so different, it stood out before the rest I sometimes wonder what went wrong while still sitting here reminiscing this sad love song I cant blame myself because I’ve been doing that all along I thought we would be friends forever but it didn't last quite that long. It was a couple months over a year and your trust was what I held so dear you were the one I ran to when I felt lower than dirt you always were there for me and because of you I didn't hurt. You always told me it would be okay I didn't want to believe it but i realized it with each passing day being without you there’s an empty hole in my heart that no one can replace. Yet I feel the need to let go. It's like you quit caring. I am not sure what to do any more.

Wasting gas and wearing my heart on my sleeve

So last night, totally not my day but then I went out and started Kylees van and my car and started brushing all the cars off to be nice. When we all got done and we got out to our cars Kylee was locked out of her van. WAY TO GO SHELBY!! BAHAHA! I must have bumped the lock key on the way out of the van! I felt so stupid. Thank God that Matthew is super smart and knows how to break into vehicles without breaking things! I feel like that sounds like I'm dating a criminal haha but I don't know how else to put it.

Also I'm still having attachment issues to people who push me away. I don't know what to do anymore I have pulled until I was blue in the face but when it's only one person pulling and the other kind of just hanging on the other end not giving a crap what you do. It just sucks. I guess this is when you need to learn that you can't let people get that close you can't let them hold on to the part of you that is dearest to you because chances are that you'll get screwed in the end.
There are some people that you do love and should let in. They may trample all over you but in the end, what they gave you, the time, the friendship while it was real, the place in their heart where whether they like it or not your footprints remain, this is what makes it worth it.

I have lost and gained so many friends. Lost more then gained. But a wise woman helped me realize that its all the cycle of life and no matter what, whether they like it or not, they will think of you.

I'll always love you. Push or Pull.

<3

Shelby Lynn Boone

It's only two months old!!!

So last night I was over at Kylees. We were goofing around joking waiting for Matt to come back with my chicken Kickers. After getting them, Buffalo flavored of course, my mouth was on fire so I asked Kylee for something to drink and she says she has milk. I was game. She pours it in a cup and I take it and stare at her. I'm looking at it, and looking at her and I asked her "Kylee how old is your milk?" She looks at the carton and she cant find the expiration date. She told me to just taste it, "Its okay!" I wasn't so sure. I was laughing so hard. We finally found the date and she was laughing and took the glass from me and dumped it down the drain. She grabbed her camera and captured the moment. We had some awesome fun last night but her hair turned out amazing. I gave her highlights and low lights. Blond and red brown low lights that have been mixed with in the blond. Its pretty sick. I love it! She did too. We both like freaked out like little girls. While she was rinsing the red brown out though her tub looked like it was full of blood so I ran and got her camera and captured some nice moments too. Whats better than Kylees head under the faucet!? Over all it was a great night. Now I'm with the nerds lol :)

Shelby Lynn Boone

Pay it Forward.

So I'm sitting at Matt's cousins house and all of the guys are gaming and I am watching pay it foward waiting for Kylee to get home so that way I can give her high lights. I am so excited. I went to Aerial today and spent 44 dollars on hair products haha oops. Story of my life. Well, I've seen this movie so many times and the message still runs across my mind every now and then. SO, if you haven't seen it. SEE it. DO IT! Well I should go, Kylee is on her way to Walmart.

Shelby Lynn Boone

The person who helped me believe in hope

Today at work I was talking with my coworkers Kylee and Kassie and Kylee looked at me and I felt a heavy feeling in my chest. As she explained to me what was going on I swear I felt my heart drop down into my chest. You know when you meet someone and you feel like God sent them to be someone special in your life? Well that's how I felt the first day Kylee started working at the Film Drop. She had an Aura around her, I have no idea what it is but I love it. Kylee is always friendly and warm. Willing to make a joke at her own expense or at mine. :) Well today Kylee told me she was thinking about going to work at Cardinal Place. I honestly didn't even know what to think. A million thoughts ran through my head, "Maybe it's not her. Maybe its not meant to be." I stalled before telling Kylee I wanted to talk to her later. Later on in the night I was sitting in the studio with Kylee prying away at me, having no idea what she was in store for. After some giggles and jokes about what I was about to tell her, I finally told her. I felt awkward. How do you tell someone something like this. It was confusing. I was scared to even tell her what I was thinking. I did though. I felt a rush of relief after leaving work. I still feel awkward about it.

Long story short, while talking to Kylee I realized that not only is Kylee meant to be one of my great friends, a person who takes things for what they are, someone I can talk to and be honest with, but Kylee is the person who makes me believe in hope. I have been searching for a Kylee for what seems like some time. I was so caught up pulling on what I should have been pushing that I forgot to pull for Kylee. Today I took the first tug. I feel confident in my decision. Today not only did I learn to let go, I learned to believe. Believe that time heals all wounds, believe that God never gives you more than you can handle, believe that God gives you who and what you need, believe that even in the darkest of times God will send you a ray of light. My ray of light, Kylee. Thank you God. :)

(P.S. Kylee you should be flattered right now!!)

Shelby Lynn Boone

Buddy

So I'm sitting here with Buddy the Macaw  on my shoulder. He reminds me how beautiful life really is. I look at him and his gold, blue, and green feathers and remember that there are things in life that are extremely beautiful. Even though some things are completely ugly. Today is a gift. This past week was hard but Sunday is always a new week. Thank you god.

When the sun meets the moon

So last night at 3 AM my cat scared the crap out of me. She started digging in her milk bowl I thought someone was breaking in considering I was home alone. I was so pissed and then she wouldn't quit meowing.

Its been a rough day today with everything going on.. After Dane passing away and thinking about Morgan so much. I don't think any one has any idea whats going on but I just keep jerking my emotions around and having all these weird moments. Life is tough when you are in a position where you feel like no one understands and you don't really even want to try to explain it to them.

I have no idea where I am going in life but I hate when I feel like I'm going in a strange direction, well time to go watch "Diary of a Wimpy kid" with Matt.

I suppose. That's enough of that for today.